December 30, 2008

Preparation

This season of Advent has been full of anticipation and preparation for me. In some ways I have prepared for the trip through reading and attending required meetings but I believe my heart is woefully prepared for the things I am about to witness. The end of the semester was particularly challenging for me as in addition to finals and writing papers, I completed several non-seminary related projects. This placed thinking about our trip at the end of a long line of realities. I put the thought of traveling out of my mind and was able to avoid considering the impact this time in South Africa could have on our lives.

Last week I spent time with a friend, a mentor really, who has spent a lot of time in South Africa and is especially familiar with the events surrounding the end of apartheid and the role the church played in the effort. Knowing of my interests in this particular situation he shared with me his experience of being present for the first reading of the Belhar Confession (http://www.pcusa.org/theologyandworship/confession/belhar.pdf). At this point we both got emotional and he then told me to be careful because South Africa was a “terminal disease.” After the first trip people often can’t shake the experience and return again and again. This sounded exciting but then upon reflection, I found myself being a little intimidated by that piece of information. As a person discerning a call to ministry, the thought that I could possibly come away from the trip with this terminal disease and that I could only be cured by seeking a deeper understanding of the oppression and hope that has plagued South Africa well, that part frightens me. For now I will put these thoughts aside and focus on the immediate tasks.

I consider traveling exciting and a privilege. My husband and I are very fortunate to have many friends and family members who agreed that this trip would be good for our souls. I am honored by their belief that God is working in our lives. In the coming days, as I begin to pack, finish reading assignments, and review the news of the current political situation, I think I’ll feel more excited yet still apprehensive. The awareness of this incredible opportunity also contributes to my anxiety but I believe God is at work in these emotions and this situation.
My understanding of the reality in South Africa seems trivial when I look at current events in the country. It is with this fear and understanding that I go to God, ask for grace and trust that we are all in God’s hands. During the waiting of Advent, I found comfort in a piece of scripture. Jeremiah 29:11-13 “For surely I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare and not for harm, to give you a future with hope. Then when you call upon me and come and pray to me, I will hear you. When you search for me, you will find me; if you seek me with all your heart.”

This text speaks loudly to me in my own life but as I learn more about South Africa, I find it is also relevant to the situation in South Africa. Please keep these words in your heart as you pray for us and South Africa.

December 29, 2008

Shots, Itineraries, Plane Tickets ...Oh My!

So we are less than a week away from our departure to South Africa. I think my backpack has been ready for weeks, but who's counting? Can I confess to being just a smidgin' excited? Yes I said a smidgin' as to not take my anticipation of this adventure overboard, but SERIOUSLY- my classmates, some LPTS alum, and 3 professors are "Leavin' On A Jet Plane" to steal the words of John Denver (or Peter, Paul, and Mary). "My bags are packed it's time to go..." WAHOOOOOOO!!!! There has been alot to do (shots-yeah buddy!!), think about, read (Country of My Skull and No Future Without Forgiveness are deep!!), and soak in the last 6 months that have lead up to Monday Jan 5th and an 18-20 hour plane trip to Capetown. I look forward to our travel and all that we will encounter and experience while there, but one of the most wonderful parts is going to be coming back to tell the story. I promise I won't let the Lions and Giraffes nibble away too much in the game reserve. Follow along and thanks to those who have continued to financially and prayerfully support us.

December 23, 2008

Beyond Excited!

Hello friends, family, and supporters of our trip to South Africa! My name is Emily and I am a third year student at Louisville Seminary. At this point in time I am beyond excited for the trip, and since being home for the Christmas holiday realized just how close we are to leaving. It seems like many of us were not allowing ourselves to be excited until the semester and all of our classes were over, but now that they are, I'm pumped up! There are many reasons that I am excited for the trip, but one is the fact that South Africa and the Truth and Reconciliation Commission have been things that I have only read and studied as something that is far removed from me-yet we can learn so much from it! I am thrilled to get a front row seat and talk to people who were actually involved. Finally, I want to thank all of you for your support thus far, there is no way that we would be taking this life changing journey without each of you. Can't wait to post a message to you all from South Africa! Peace!

December 2, 2008

It's almosttime to go!

Friends,

Like you I am so excited about this trip. South Africa, right now, is one of the most exciting developing democracies in the world. It is truly a global country. The strides that this nation has made over the last decade is nothing short of remarkable. We will be traveling to Cape Town and Johannesburg during their 10th Anniversary of the Truth and Reconciliation Commission. We will be traveling during S.A.'s summer/vacationing time. So, we will be among many global travelers descending into the country during this time. Our focus, however, in the midst of enjoying the beauty and majestic qualities of the country, is to learn about reconciliation, the church, and human rights, as well as build meaningful relationships that I hope will last a lifetime.
To the group: get plenty of rest during the Christmas break! We ship out on the morning of January 5, gearing up for a loooong 18-20 hour international flight. I'm thrilled to be traveling with such a terrific group. Onward we go!